In honor of my Mother, I celebrate today - her birthday. If it were not for the STOPPING I might have not remembered, how grateful I am for her life...and how much I would love to still have her here now in this physical dimension. In that way I am also grateful for taking the time to STOP to remember her and simply be present with being here 'write now.'
All month the desire to post a new blog has been on the back of my mind, in the energy to keep with the momentum of my intention for this site. The energy to show up in a more public way with my writing feels 'in-tune' with all the changes transpiring in my life at this time, as it invites me more into the rhythms of my own song. Sometimes this invitation feels so welcoming and exciting, at other times if feels like a distant doorway in a long dark hallway, yet it is always calling me to hear its beautiful melody once again.
If I STOP long enough, I begin to notice it, like a birds song reminding me each day to Wake-Up and BE ALIVE with a new day. ...I am reminded of a journal entry on 7/20/14; Light lingers through the dampness, the fogginess still resting in the trees as the birds melodies play like an orchestra of life welcoming a new day. For them (the birds) there is no reality of a "day-off" for they are always "in-tune" with who they already are, the moment by moment, breath by breath, of simply being alive with living. The natural world is a precious teacher of life... lifting the veil of separation and opening the door to wonder-FULL wholeness, where a curiosity emerges, engaging in the adventure, the magic of a presence with now.
As well as another part of an entry from 7/19/14 that reads; When the heart-beat of Soul is harmonized with Spirit, a Joyful Journey of love moves like a flowing river upon a circular pathway. A labyrinth of spiraling movement in and out, in and out, in and out breathing with life's natural rhythm. Listen to the sound of love's breathing, deep within heart's beating. Listen, listen, listen to the sound...words that reflect part of a song that trickled up inside of me like a lullaby as I walked, years ago, a couple miles up on the road along the lower slopes of Mauna Kea, here on the Big Island.
A song's words that always remind me to SLOW down and be more present, more awake to listening to my heart and willing to follow its pathway. I am learning more and more to start my day with this SPACE of inner listening and I am always inspired by what shows up!
Sometimes I forget to remember that this life is all about remembering to BE with who I already am. Sometimes I simply forget to BE SOUL HAPPY. A place within the business or busyness of life that is alive to the adventure, even when that is an action of washing the dishes or some other daily task. Drama is another area of entanglement, where emotions get stirred like a simmering stew or like a pot boiling over, calling to be digested in some way, cleaned up and/or let go of. In that sense a certain sadness was awakened in the emotion of loss to what was, as well as not knowing how my own stew will taste today. Which calls me to look at my life from a bigger perspective or a greater more expanded view, to see the one drop of who I am in the vast sea of love, and to remember its eternal flow.
Sometimes I forget to remember that this life is all about remembering to BE with who I already am. Sometimes I simply forget to BE SOUL HAPPY. A place within the business or busyness of life that is alive to the adventure, even when that is an action of washing the dishes or some other daily task. Drama is another area of entanglement, where emotions get stirred like a simmering stew or like a pot boiling over, calling to be digested in some way, cleaned up and/or let go of. In that sense a certain sadness was awakened in the emotion of loss to what was, as well as not knowing how my own stew will taste today. Which calls me to look at my life from a bigger perspective or a greater more expanded view, to see the one drop of who I am in the vast sea of love, and to remember its eternal flow.
I spontaneously feel drawn to open my journal where it leads me back to words written at least a year ago; Knowing love is always present, even when we don't feel it - love is unconditional... The "Inner-G-Force" which is not about being forceful over someone or something, but about the living fire within...Spiritual Energy - our fuel. A state of joy and gratitude that always allows us to "Fill-Up" with this "Inner-G" and tune into our unique vibration, our gifts with a clarity of presence and the eyes of a child's curious wonder, where a labyrinth of experiences constantly breathes.
The STOP therefore becomes a magical playground for the purpose of experiencing love and BEING IN-JOY. A gathering place where the Imagination is the FUN-da-mental key for Intuitive Intelligence to guide the dance step by step, in a play- FULL way. Trusting with courage and faith in the beauty, love and magic of inner guiDANCE. Asking the QUESTion... What does my heart desire? That is a "Child Being" present with life, always moving with what feels more playful, fun, inspiring and full of wonder. Ideas that co-create a design for the dance - my own unique design that makes my heart sing.
This 'discovery' session helping me to create the blueprint for the outer structures to be built and seen as a SOULution of my giving service. A JOY-FULL Service that expands joy from the inside out, from a place that simply honors wherever I am in this moment in my own stage of growth. Growing Joy as my own unique contribution paints its living colors upon the canvas of the whole. Following the treasures of my own heart's desires with a curious wonder...like delicious bread crumbs of happiness to simply follow. BEING an endlessly giving "Tree of Life" by nurturing and cherishing "The Art of Life" that is living through me.
All of this a Joyful Journey that started because of the birth of my mother...and the circle of life that birthed me into existence, helping to me to remember who I already am and to simply BE SOUL HAPPY 'write' here - 'write' now.
This 'discovery' session helping me to create the blueprint for the outer structures to be built and seen as a SOULution of my giving service. A JOY-FULL Service that expands joy from the inside out, from a place that simply honors wherever I am in this moment in my own stage of growth. Growing Joy as my own unique contribution paints its living colors upon the canvas of the whole. Following the treasures of my own heart's desires with a curious wonder...like delicious bread crumbs of happiness to simply follow. BEING an endlessly giving "Tree of Life" by nurturing and cherishing "The Art of Life" that is living through me.
All of this a Joyful Journey that started because of the birth of my mother...and the circle of life that birthed me into existence, helping to me to remember who I already am and to simply BE SOUL HAPPY 'write' here - 'write' now.